Tie the belt..  It’s bad for my health…  Push that needle in..  Let the rush begin… Push down let it seep in…  Flood my viens…  Damage my mind..  Destroy my heart…  Herion and I will never part….the end is the beginning we chased the dragon…  We both have fallen off the wagon…  He can’t stay away his personal brand of herion hisses my name…  I tie his arm,  wipe his brow,  look into his defying blue eyes…”you ready to take a ride?” he pats his lap… As he pulls me in and grabs my ass.  The summer dress I wear,  that’s when he loves me best…this is our ultimate test… His hand on my running up my thigh..  His eyes penetrating mine…  “we could both die”  I whisper in his ear… But have no fear…  I wipe away his tear… I’ll marry you my dear…  Flesh and bones and each others souls…  That’s what we own. The needle glints in the candle light I put the belt in his mouth and tell him to ‘bite’  this my darling is a damning night….  I pierce his skin and sink my everything in…  I watch him moan…  I watch his eyes fixate on mine…. “now your mine…  For today,  tomorrow and the end of time…” I speak to him with my eyes as I see him convulse from the inside..  His body limp…  I’ve flood his veins… He don’t even remember your name… He’s my drug I am his…  And I’ll feed him whenever he wants to be fed…  Until the day we both overdose and fall to our death…as we were born sick…  And safety was found in each others souls….

Tie the belt.. It’s bad for my health… Push that needle in.. Let the rush begin… Push down let it seep in… Flood my viens… Damage my mind.. Destroy my heart… Herion and I will never part….the end is the beginning we chased the dragon… We both have fallen off the wagon… He can’t stay away his personal brand of herion hisses my name… I tie his arm, wipe his brow, look into his defying blue eyes…”you ready to take a ride?” he pats his lap… As he pulls me in and grabs my ass. The summer dress I wear, that’s when he loves me best…this is our ultimate test… His hand on my running up my thigh.. His eyes penetrating mine… “we could both die” I whisper in his ear… But have no fear… I wipe away his tear… I’ll marry you my dear… Flesh and bones and each others souls… That’s what we own. The needle glints in the candle light I put the belt in his mouth and tell him to ‘bite’ this my darling is a damning night…. I pierce his skin and sink my everything in… I watch him moan… I watch his eyes fixate on mine…. “now your mine… For today, tomorrow and the end of time…” I speak to him with my eyes as I see him convulse from the inside.. His body limp… I’ve flood his veins… He don’t even remember your name… He’s my drug I am his… And I’ll feed him whenever he wants to be fed… Until the day we both overdose and fall to our death…as we were born sick… And safety was found in each others souls….

The pain had disappeared…  The memories remained….  Then you invaded my world once again…  I found sanctuary again in your embrace…  We led each other back to our world our place..  No hurt no pain just silk like skin and laughs… All of us,  the best parts.  You say you’ll be true…  But fear freezes me from trusting you… My heart pours with love…. I am using again…you are my own personal brand of herion…  Deadly,  destructive,  comforting and warm,  you create the hurricane and leave me lost in a storm…  But your touch is so warm…  Your arms so strong..  And your words so tender…  I cannot just lend ya,  I have to own ya. Lust sex violence…  Is better than a world without you….  I couldn’t bare the silence…  Now you have come home once more…  This is the last time I let you in my door…  There can’t be any slip ups…  I can’t take it no more…  Prove what you say..  I am the girl you adore…  Then we have no memories to cling too…  We have life and love…truth and honesty… Don’t leave me alone..  To loose your sanity again…  Keep ‘it’ away..  And we’ll have brighter days…

The pain had disappeared… The memories remained…. Then you invaded my world once again… I found sanctuary again in your embrace… We led each other back to our world our place.. No hurt no pain just silk like skin and laughs… All of us, the best parts. You say you’ll be true… But fear freezes me from trusting you… My heart pours with love…. I am using again…you are my own personal brand of herion… Deadly, destructive, comforting and warm, you create the hurricane and leave me lost in a storm… But your touch is so warm… Your arms so strong.. And your words so tender… I cannot just lend ya, I have to own ya. Lust sex violence… Is better than a world without you…. I couldn’t bare the silence… Now you have come home once more… This is the last time I let you in my door… There can’t be any slip ups… I can’t take it no more… Prove what you say.. I am the girl you adore… Then we have no memories to cling too… We have life and love…truth and honesty… Don’t leave me alone.. To loose your sanity again… Keep ‘it’ away.. And we’ll have brighter days…

butterfliesandwildflowers

Anonymous asked:

How old are you? :)

butterfliesandwildflowers answered:

If I tell you I’m twelve, you may think I’m too young.
If I tell you I’m sixteen, you may just question my wisdom.
If I tell you I’m twenty-one, you may think I’m already old.

If I tell you I’m twenty-eight, you may think you can’t relate with me.
If I tell you I’m thirty-five, you may ask me to just take care of my kids.
If I tell you I’m eighty, I’m sure, you won’t believe me.
If I tell you I’m five-hundred, reincarnated, you may call me lunatic.
So I guess, not telling you my age is the best for you and me.