Be what you want to be… You’ll never be true, you’re too lost, to ruined … To flawed and tainted.. And you both deserve the pain and misery you both subject each other too… I have won.. I know what happiness means to me, and how horrid it can be living a lie…. Suffering for the illusion of love… Go right ahead… You will never be enough when your out of his bed, and he will never keep his bed cold for long… I have refused again… But little do you know…. This smile… Is because you think you love someone you don’t even know….

Be what you want to be… You’ll never be true, you’re too lost, to ruined … To flawed and tainted.. And you both deserve the pain and misery you both subject each other too… I have won.. I know what happiness means to me, and how horrid it can be living a lie…. Suffering for the illusion of love… Go right ahead… You will never be enough when your out of his bed, and he will never keep his bed cold for long… I have refused again… But little do you know…. This smile… Is because you think you love someone you don’t even know….

My life is happy .. My mind at peace… I’m back to being me… I’ve rode the storm got lost in the hurricane.. And been beaten by the wind… And I’m still smiling, I’m still standing, and I’m proud to be me… I am honest, loyal and true… I am vulnerable and strong… I am too far gone… But I’ll always sing out song, smile at what I think was real, and feel pain when I reminisce about who you actually are…. And what you actually done… Then the smile will fall from my lips and the eyes will wander to my fingertips and I will be reminded what I won’t miss….

My life is happy .. My mind at peace… I’m back to being me… I’ve rode the storm got lost in the hurricane.. And been beaten by the wind… And I’m still smiling, I’m still standing, and I’m proud to be me… I am honest, loyal and true… I am vulnerable and strong… I am too far gone… But I’ll always sing out song, smile at what I think was real, and feel pain when I reminisce about who you actually are…. And what you actually done… Then the smile will fall from my lips and the eyes will wander to my fingertips and I will be reminded what I won’t miss….

You’d think

You’d think it would kill me knowing you were back with her … But it doesn’t not..as I know it will never just be you and her. You’d think it would hurt but it makes me happy knowing that I’m not living a lie….. It takes strength to walk away and it’s rewarded with dignity and pride… I am admired she is pitied and it’s you that is judged…

You’d always say how perfect my body was how you adored my arse.. How I am the sexiest girl you have ever had… You’d say how I was your “perfect girl” remember all that….. Haha yeah .. So do I… But a apology won’t get this perfect girl back…. But here’s the arse you loved so much… Here’s the body you craved so much.. And the smile you couldn’t resist… And the girl you will always miss… Hope you enjoyed the kiss….

You’d always say how perfect my body was how you adored my arse.. How I am the sexiest girl you have ever had… You’d say how I was your “perfect girl” remember all that….. Haha yeah .. So do I… But a apology won’t get this perfect girl back…. But here’s the arse you loved so much… Here’s the body you craved so much.. And the smile you couldn’t resist… And the girl you will always miss… Hope you enjoyed the kiss….